You drive me crazy just by being there and I don't know what to do. He talked to you about me, told you what I was thinking, what I was feeling, what I wanted to do, about you. Your respond saying you already knew all he jsut told you. My question to you is, why? Why then, if you knew that I still liked you, did you not do anything about it? You say that you want to try the whole relationship thing with me again, but I don't quite know if I can do that just yet. You don't seem to know what you want. One minute you want me back, the next, you are not talking to me, now you want to try again.
Well, if we are going to try again, things are not going to be the same. You do know that, right? How could they be the same? We have went the summer plus a few months without talking. In that time both of us have changed. So, if we want to try this again and make it work, we have to start from rock-bottom and work our ways up. There is simply no other way to it. Are you willing to start from rock bottom?
In all honesty, I don't quite know if I am going to be able to do that. You have already hurt me, and you also hurt my friend. Your mind changes easily and you don't seem to quite know what you want. I know what I want. What I want, and what you want are two different things. What I want right now is a relationship. The greatest happiness is to love and to be loved. That's what I want right now.
From what I can tell, it's not what you want. What you seem to want is someone to call your girlfriend. I don't want to be just a girlfriend, I want our relationship to have actual meaning to it. I don't want to be your girl until the next one comes along. If you are unable to realize what I want, then this is not going to work out.
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